Stupid Life

"Afraid" -Vanessa Hudgens

Just when it's getting good 
I slowly start to freeze 
Just when it's feeling real I put my heart to sleep 
It's the memory I can see 
Then this fear comes over me 
Understand that I don't mean 
To push you away from me 

[Chorus]
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again 
I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me 
Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again 
I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me 

You got a way of easing me out of myself 
I can't stay but I can't leave, I am my worst enemy 
Please understand that its not you it's what I do 
Just when I'm about to run I realize what I've become 

[Chorus]
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again 
I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me 
Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again 
I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me 

Now I wonder what you think of me 
Don't know why I break so easily 
All my fears are armed surrounding me 
I can't get no sleep 
I keep runnin in circles around you 
Are you the trap I wanna fall into??

[Chorus]
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again 
I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me 
Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again 
I don't know, I can't see, what's come over me 



gosh. my life is so confusing.